The Reason of my existence

I once remembered, asking myself about the reason of my existence.
I believe, that some of you, my dear reader... also ever experience this... Askin the same question to yourself. 'Why?' Yes... 'Why?', 'Why ever I existed in this world?' There must be some kind of purpose in it, well, if you agree with me that we come out and produced out from one Great Almighty Deity that we also known as God, you will also agree with me that we got a reason behind our existence. But for those of you who believe that we just came from cosmic particle that was produced out of nothin under the great law of gravity, and many other outstanding evolution theory, maybe you deserve my pity, since you got no reason to live and therefore got no purpose of living also, since you just exist by some mathematical possibility, and from whence just keep on living until you returned into nothingnes... What a pity...

Okay, it's been running too far from I predicted, but let's return to our main topic...

"There must be an answer.... NO! There should be an answer! Since God already created me, and make me walk my life... So, There must be an answer!"

Yes, indeed... "There must be an answer for my existence," you know, behind all of this things, this worldy thingies, this daily struggle, all this pain, hurt feeling, sad, and miserable life...

Maybe we all tired of living our life, and began to question about the reason off our existence... Maybe sometime we felt like we are being toyed by a bigger wave, tossed to and fro within this current of life

There must be some reason, there must be! It is true my friend... It's true, there might be reason for everything, including the reason of our existence. But, sometime we forgot about it, or to lazy to think, to open our heart and mind, and to lazy to seek.

Therefore, dear readers, I just ask each of you to do this simple things. It seems too easy, too good to be true, or too silly for all of you, but believe me. This is the only way, to know the answer of your existence.

Just like the things we used to do when something in our house happen to be broken, some electrical appliances maybe... If this happen, what will u do? Ask the manufacturer rite? Well, too complicated... U call the technician, the one that had learn the way to repair thingies from the manufacturer. Then that technician will come rite away and fix the problem... Done! All back to a happy life, where everythin functioned well...

The same applies to our life, like I mentioned before, Ask the manufacturer, "why must the manufacturer?" u said. Well, goes to the manufacturer will be much better and give u a way better result rather than callin a technician, since there is a possibility that the technician cheated or pretended to be the person he didn't(an imposter I mean).

What I'm tryin to tell u, my dear readers, is that the fact... that life is hard, yes so true... Life is full of struggle, Indeed. But life, can turned sweet,"if only you know your life purpose, and the only way to know your divinde purpose of living is by asking 'the manufacturer', Yes... Ask God -don't began to actin funny now- Ask Him, because He is the one who created us, the One who is in charge in everything.

But, how?-good question- How.... We wonder how? How to ask Him, and how can I ever know it, if He replies, since I never heard Him talking to me.... Well, you got that wrong, my brothers n sisters.... God talks to you, all the time... (yea rite, such a crap)

No, believe me...

Have you ever wonder when you need to do something but dunno how to solve it, but suddenly you got an idea about how to do it, u try it, and it works!

Have you experience this? when you were alone and feel so insecure, and got nobody else to depend unto, and at last you ask God for help, and suddenly you got the courage to stand again, out of nowhere...

Well, the only explanation is that God is the one that doin the job there, He talk to each of us, in a way so simple, that sometime we doesn't recognize it as His works... But in fact, He is....

So now, we know where to begin... Ask God... or should I give you the gist of it?

If you ask me, I'll tell you according to what I know. And what I know comes from the Bible.
Bible tells us that God created us because He is love and He love us so, and He create us in a good nature...

If you know this fact, that He create us because he love us so much, it will help you to walk this life much easier... (Yea, easier to says than done... The talk job seem always that easy...) But it's true... God love us so, sometimes you doesn't realize it, but He still a loving God, and the fact that we still inhale the air without any problem proove my statement... What happen if suddenly the oxygen taken out from the air? No more life existent.... We all died... See? It's one of the small proove that God do love you... So, by knowing this fact, won't you see that there is a "Person" that still love you, always be there for you. And always eager to have a good relations with you.

When you know that... It will give you the awareness that because the one that created you love you so, it means He will do all good things to you in your life. No bad things comes from God, and it means your life should be a better one, not a miserable one.

If you know that you were loved by Him, there must be a small fix in your lifestyle. Now, we life for God, since He is the creator of our life, he holds our future and destiny. In my latest post, I already share you about losing something to gain everything. Now, I'm gonna emphasize it one more time, and try to quote it from different perspective.

"When you give your life to God, it seems that you had lost it now and then...  But actually you got something better... Something waay better that what u can afford when u tried to do by your own... Since He is the creator, it means He owns everything, and if the owner gave u a happy life, He'll do it, and He promised to give u a wonderful life, a future full of hope."

So, dear friend... I invite you to do it, live your life for God, because when you decide to do so, it means you will gain a life that leaded by God, the life that you can never imagine of, a life full of suprise and joy moment with the touch of the Master's hand....

Divine calling, to know that I am loved, that I can live my life with my Creator, to returned my right of living my life by my own power to Him, and gain a new one that is full of my Creator plans for me, full of the good things that He got in store for me....

Be Blessed, all...

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To loose something, yet to gain everything

I've been told once, that to obtain something, something else needed to be 'sacrificed'. That there is no free gift in the world. For a kid of my age, it took a great understanding to receive this 'shocking' statement.

As time goes by, this fundamental concept prove the truth. We do need to 'sacrifice' something in order to gain what we want. But the problem is, that sometime we found it quite difficult to let go of something, moreover if it related about things that we hold dear.

Just an opinion of mine... I think that when I heard about the term of "let go", what comes to mind is the picture about feeling of loss (for sure), sad, unwilling, and many other unpleasant feelings.


We are born with this nature, to be able to feel an affection toward something. It's natural, and such a great gift in life. Imagine if we, as human being, aren't born in this kind of nature, what a misery world it would be?

But sometime(always sometime...). This gift could turned sour in one way or another, we misuse it by giving to much care toward it, we spent to much time by doing this things, we forgot our main purpose of possessin it in the first place. The object become the master, and the master falls deep into the pit of material or emotional slavery. Perhaps, I used way too extreme words to describe it, but believe me, I've saw many things like that, whether you realize it or not, it happens everywhere, it happened among us...

 Imagine, you got a new PSP(just for an example, I'm not saying PSP is bad...lol), or a new iPhone, or netbook, you name it... for your birthday. You were very happy (who won't...lol again), it seems like the world become brighter, more vivid and colourfull. You bring it everywhere, brag about it to anybody you meet(well not that extreme, but at least you got what I mean), bring it everywhere(I've mentioned it before-my bad) even to bed, to the bathroom, school, anywhere. You and that new thing become a soulmate in no time, without realizing it, you have give most of your time with it, the 'new thing', you can't life without it. Now you see! It's wasn't a mere object to you, it already become your master.

Maybe, some of you denied it by saying that I'm exaggerating many things here, but believe me... I'm saying this because I've experience it myself, and sharing it here because I care about you (whoever you might be... But, do believe me! With all of my heart, I do care about you.).

Bible warned us about this kind of situation since ancient time (don't put that kind of face when I'm mentioning about Bible here, read it first then see it yourself whether it teach the truth or just a crap). That human being being threathened by the risk of this kind of slavery(when your life being centered by things, and you feel that you can't live without it). It could be many things; your gadgets, your money, your kids, your life-partner, many things... your job, your hobbies, your desires, and much more(not gonna spend whole day mentioning all of the things).

And what it tells us then? Simple, just as simple as it come, just let it go... Yeah, let it go!(If you put face when you hear the word 'let it go' it means, you allready in it-being enslaved I mean), worry not it never to late to change! Never to late, dear fella... What it take is, just admit that you are imprisoned (if you prefer slavery is way too extreme, imprisoned then...), admit it with all of your heart, and decide to change, to transformed into a better person, a better life, and just as soon as it comes, let it go, just like that... Simple

Yea, simple you say... But, for some people, it is a big fight, a blood-sweat struggle. It's alrite, I can understand it, because you give too much time with it, and your heart linger toward it after all along. I can understand... but it doesn't mean that you can still dwell in that pit, for your own better good, you need 2 be parted with it, sooner or later. The sooner is the best.

What use of it, if you still keep 'chained' 'leashed' to that habit, things, while you walk your daily life? Hey, we're missing many good things that life offers to us, many opportunities, if we just shut ourself from the inside, by spending the time with what that I called 'imprisoning' our life.

So, friend... It is now yours to make, the decision is all your's to make, going to a counselor or taking pills won't cure you, you yourself is the one and only that able to make yourself survive through all of this hindrance.... I pray that you choose the best, pick the right choice, to be a free person, and gained many things from life, rather than just spending yourself with your gadget, or other things that had took most of your time... Be blessed...

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