inexplicable feeling

Hello again world...

Ever since I can remember I always remember of having this kind of feeling deep within me, and I can't really put my finger on it to describe how they felt.

It's an inexplicable things for me,

When I am old enough to had reasoning in my mind, I learned that what I felt these years was a nostalgic feeling.

I am not sure myself why am I bringing this topic and hoe am I going to end this post either, but let's just flow with the atmosphere to whichever it bring us in the end.

Y'know what, I always told this in a joking manner all this years, but eventually I need to admit that maybe something did hid some truth beneath my joking tones.

I always told my peer that I'm born too late in time.

I'm an old soul, even my preference of music were from back in the 50's and early 60's jazz if not some past centuries classical piece.

And I did had some kind of suspicion that I prefer a slower paced lifestyle unlike how people lived their life nowadays.

That's for the gist of it.

Now Imma return to describe how it feels all of these years, 34 years minus 1 day.

My deepest memories, is a night bus ride from Padang to Jakarta, back in 1993 or was it 1994? Oh, I apologize, I'm not sure. And the latest from olden days is back in 2002, and it is a night bus ride from Padang to Jakarta.

It took nearly 3 days to Jakarta on a bus ride.

You see, back in the days, no entertainment in a form of high-end smartphones like we had today. Funny how 20 years can bring for a change.

So, yes, to be exact, beside sleeping, there must be no other answer for you to distract yourself from the long bus ride, over the hill, across the mountainous road, from one village to the next city, and till you met the Java Trench for a ferry ride toward Java, and another 5 or even 10 or so hours before finally it's Jakarta.

And the bus one and only entertainment will be the late 80's songs.

That kind of nostalgia and reminiscing feelings you experienced when listening to those kind of song and the only view of road spreading ahead, is how I will use to explain how I felt all of these years.

I'm not a romantic, and neither am a tortured poet.

But I had this nostalgic bittersweet lingering feeling which constantly haunts my head.

Hence, I explains in my jokes, that perhaps, I supposedly born in the early 1900's or late 1800's but maybe I got a late start, hence I arrived here in 1989.

For what purpose do I brought this up? I don't know either.

Maybe I'm a vintagerian, like those people nowadays  showcasing their hobbies on social media platforms by dressing in ancient style and portraying a lifestyle from those eras in their daily lives.

Maybe I'm not, or maybe it's Maybelline (my typing suggestion keep popping this word in, so I simply give in to this impulse for a lame joke).

Now it's all a jokingly manner, for a refresher of course.

Why do I suspected the late 1800's or early 1900's.

Because if I said Middle Age like the 1400's or 1600's(late Byzantine and early Reinassance eras), then I'm going to die young, be it to the Black plague, or some wars, or even the witch hunts, well, it's mainly the witch hunt as my biggest concern. I'm joking.

But yeah, I am admitting it myself, that those past is more preferable for myself instead of this modern hectic age.

And so, if you can collect all of my digital traces from the very first day I got in touch with internet, is about history.

I am not a thinker, neither am I a man of any science nor any applications of it in my daily life.

But I had some interest on multiple disciplines of know how.

I know some degree of architecture, some span of engineering not to make a building collapse in its construction, some degree of chemistry and it's predecessor pseudoscience, mainly because I wrestled my way into occultism through alchemy, i know how to generate electricity from scratch and how to construct a miniature dam for generating enough power to spin the makeshift turbine.

At the very extreme end, I know how to butcher my own meal, making simple snare traps and pitfalls for my survival.

Maybe I read the anarchist cookbook too often.

But yes, I can safely guarantee my survival if I got stranded somewhere in the middle of nowhere, and mantain some degree of civiled lifestyle for sure.

I might sounded as bragging here, but that's how I best shows my longing for those ancient time before my own.

You know, I once said to myself back in middle high, I'm not quite interested with numbers despite they're not really that scary if I'm willing to develop a new neuron path merely for calculating some mathematical formulas.

I just find math to arguably 'inconsistent' and barely related to real applications.

I remembered one day on senior highschool arguing withy 3rd year math teacher, while doing a calculations in class.

The real answer if you put it on real world is zero, but mathematically its -1 or minus something on the paper.

So I just stopped caring about maths.

Ah, I went astray again.

Back in middle highschool, I excell in some spread of majors. My history is always 9.5, an A basically, followed by electronics, a 9 on theory, and a C on practicality, my big finger and my shaky hands isn't fit for holding a soldering iron and built a PCB, so I always accidentally soldered some wrong place, I never had an agile and adeptness fit for craftsmanship. Hence, even the simplest circuitry of a flip-flop light panels, will turn into a firework in my hand after managing to lights for 2 rows. My rule of thumb, only test it twice, the third time turning the board will bring either a boom, a puff, or a smoke. It's because I always either destroyed the transistor or the resistor in the soldering process.

Okay, my point is, my History score is the one and only leading discipline, let's set English and Indonesian literature aside, I was privileged from the beginning, I'm a polyglot so to say, so, literature isn't my go-to forte despite my brain wired for quickly noticing a language faster than most people. But I never think it's anything special.

It's history, so, I once said to myself, maybe I should be an archaeologist. But those days was long gone, and I argued back I recall, that all that we need to know is already excavated, to my surprise, not all technically, as even this year, a new megalithic site was found in Northern Sumatra.

So yeah, maybe being an archaeological expert wasn't really that bad.

I'm almost 34, but my musical preference was not like people my age, or I can say, kids my age back in my teenage years.

While they liked pop culture music back in those days like the Backstreet boys, Westlife, the Moffatts, or whatsoever the MTV hyped about. I steadied my head with no such  music at all, non vocalised music, meaning Classical Baroque.

So it's a problem during practical test in the class for the whole Elementary years, yes. I sang the same kid song from year 1 to 6. Apuse Kokonda(Papuan folk song), and Riding a Train for a free choice song.

And worse, I can't argue with those teachers in return when she berated me in front of the class for singing a kiddie song in front of the class, as I am not sure either whether I should humm a tune from Claire de Lune by Debussy or not in class as it's a singing test, and I'm not sure either why it's the only piece pops up in my head during those days. (Well I bet I will be straining my neck out like a wailing madman when I reach the high octave, or I will suffer my diaphragm during the end of the 2nd line during the lower tone. I'm glad that I didn't)

So, yeah, I'm weird from the start.

You bet, not many people my age will even stand a piece of old Keroncong from 1930's. But you bet I will.

I don't really play an instrument, as I never had a good sense in my head. I can play guitar, rigidly yes. I know most of the keys, but I never really good at strumming the strings. I don't know what good and best approach in this piece of music, should I only strum it monotonously up and down, or I used a interchanging beat or combined or whatever. So yeah, I prefer to say, I cannot play any instrument.

But I secretly learn guqin, the 7 string zither (it's not a zither, a zither had 21 strings, but yeah, whatever), despite never lay my hand on one.

I can read the scale specific for a qin, using a sort of shortened Chinese characters mixed with numberings.

It's just easier as it's make more sense, so a piece of qin chords will be filled with this specific Chinese characters. Which if you interpret it, it will dictate the piece literally how to play the piece. So, there is 13 dots on the board, and 7 strings, and you used your left finger to push the keys, and right hands to strum the string. So, the chord will say like such. Put thumb on 6th dot, 3rd string, and right hand using thumb on 1st string, index at 5th and pick gently upward simultaneously, and so on, so forth.

So, it's rather easier for me to understand such instructions rather than reading a key chord with no guide to play beside the chords and tempo.

And I'm not a Xeno fans either. Funny, a Chinese ancestry but despising the Chinese race and culture.

But that, is a story for another day.

To remind myself, how far astrayed I went by ramblings on nothing...

I am a person with my personal antics, I am unique to my own way. I never said that I'm a good person, but sure I hoped I am not a bad one either.

This feeling, that I never quite understood, is here to remind me, that I am unique, and maybe, this kind of person nostalgia is my personal charms, I got so attached to it, I sometimes even blinded by it. But this what use to be untold story, now finally revealed, is how I feel for all of these years.

I had some romance with this bittersweet inexplicable sensation, a sort of craving if I may say, of days gone by, that I constantly looked back, even long before my time, and that made me feel so out of time, as if I born not in the right era. As if I born too late for my soul.

But this feeling, that I don't know what it's called, nor I know how to explain it, is yet, still another mystery, that is also a part of me. And so, I had to accept it, despite not knowing of what to do about it.

Why it's here, and what for, is a mystery.

So, I took a trip, on a train... And I thought about you...

(No, that's a line from a song, so I didn't took a trip on a train, or perhaps I did? Oh, I did back in 2017 to Solo)

It's a sort of longing feeling, lingering there right from the beginning. So maybe that's what make me this kind of poetic filled with long-winded wordings and some unnecessary flowery choice of words.

I'm older in my soul, I tend to forget that I'm not even 34, but maybe my childhood play a big part on causing this. I grown up to soon, life bring my young mind to be on the constant alert too soon, so I didn't get much time to play during my childhood, forgetting how to be kids, and my mental age progress onwards while constantly looking back.

Maybe this is my inner child speaking, that I longed for a simpler life.

Life is hard, yes. Life sure is not easy, and unkind also for sure.

Maybe what I felt these years, is making me thinking for having enough of this, hence I longed for the simplicity from past ancient eras.

Or maybe not.

Maybe I am born out of my supposed time.

Or maybe not...

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of oracle, divination and prophecy.

For years it tickled my mind so much wether or not to pour this topic, write something about them out from my brain or not.

As this topic ir rather risque, risk of making me wearing yet another hat of apostasy and being labelled as an occult while in truth, I am not, or technically no longer am.

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But, to be honest, what are they? Aren't they supposed to be the same thing, same meaning, different choice of wordings?

Well in short, they are not.

What I'm talking here about is not them horoscopes, ouiji, spirit beckoning, or zodiacs and stuffs. They are not what I'm talking about.

But for a start let me open this topic with a simple laying of a foundation as our common ground.

I believe that what makes a human as human, is the components that built them physically and the inner quality that only a human possess, which cannot be found from another being on earth.

The common argument used for explaining this qualities is a thinking mind, and a soul.

Some philosopher combined thinking mind with soul, while some didn't.

For simplicity sake, a human is consisted by this 3 components. A physical body, a mind, and a soul.

Thats the aim and center for my explaining this topic about, very well thank you... so I'm going to discuss something around this components quality, and of what made it capable of producing a sort of 'fore-knowledge'. Yes, that'll be the word I'm using for paraphrasing this precognitive things.

Our body is a lump of cells of accumulations based on all the food we consumed in whole of our life.

A body, is what we see and perceived with naked eyes, and we recognize each other based on what we see. And that's about it, if we are discussing about biological life, then it's another topic all together that I'm not aiming to discuss here despite I might be able to present you with a thick paperwork describing and arguing all about it if you may. What do you expect from a nerd who delved years on philosophies and theological argumentation? Anyway...

Anyone can argue about this, that a mind is complex. And some might argue that animals also had mind.

But I'm not gonna talk about it, maybe not in this life.

But mind is indeed completely complex. We feels sensation through the five senses in our body and we translate the information inside our brain and based upon it, the arousal those sense brought to our brain and interpretation the brain made, will transformed into feelings, and because we feels, we think.

The mind, is tasked to multitask on everything in our live that made us 'us'.

The mind is responsible to build and store memories, knowledge, regulates the emotion and produce our behaviour. A mind is everything to a human so much so if the mind is gone, we are left with a vegetative lump of what used to be us.

The mind is the collection of data and storages of memories that build us as us. It's an accumulation of all the information unique to our brain's interpretation.

We are the accumulation of what we learn in the span of this life.

Some may argue me about it that this isn't what their textbook says about blabla, for now let's do this for simplicity sake. Not everyone is doctorate in philosophy, anthropology, or psychology here. Some are chemist, some are chefs some are mechanics. So let's not believe every the books said. What is real is what you see and feels before you. That is the basis of all arguments in science, albeit this too prone for subjectivities. But if we go honestly eager to try making comparison and experiments repeatedly with no prejudice whatsoever, then a non-bias reasoning might be there to greets our conclusion.

But not everyone is me, and not anyone going to abandon their initial beliefs just to proof this belief is wrong and his is right, because they must had some sorts of inclination and prejudices about what beliefs they're going to experiment with.

And no sane Christian will practice divinatory magic just to proof my theory is wrong.

But since I am already in the know before my repentance to Christianity, I may provide you with some kind of better ground for reasoning to give you a better in-depth of knowledge, at least, better than most average Christians. I promise despite this opinion is solely on my own reasonings and based upon my own findings, they might still provide an un-biased perspective that some traditional Christians might missed normally.

But hey, I'm not trying to establish a claim that I know better, but it's just during my time, I am not a Christian by birth, so I had some leeway of another weighing perspective beside Christianity alone, so I tend to not be fanatical and blindly believe all, but I for a fact, did try my best to test and weight the things they taught me before accepting them as my ideology.

I'm just saying even Christian tend to give a stubborn cold-shoulder to everything they didn't know and it's easier to blame rather than to seek out for truth.

Why am I discussing this?

Because Christians is and are, too, relied on some sort of divine message, or rather, an insight, which we got through our prayer.

Some, abuse what those things about to their benefits, some misinterpret whatever that is and believe that is a divine message, whilst it isn't.

Some, perhaps a mother with child struggling with poverty.

Some, perhaps is a pastor, and preached what he believed is a revelation from God, while it's not.

Some even dare enough to say, this is a prophecy and this kind of turbulence is such and such, so do this and that.

Scary? Yes indeed.

But no school in Christianity theological body, that will teach you how to translate and produce an oracle or revelation or prophecy.

So to each is their own. And that's what scary about subjectivity.

And Christianity is so quick to point finger and label everything as apostasy rather than to lower their ear and listen first without prejudice before really going to give their final verdict to believe or to reject.

This isn't a holy inquisition, so relax. And this isn't a school of witchcraft, lower your pitchfork please, and somebody, douse that torch with water, it's scorching my eyebrows, please...

Where was I?

Ah right.

A human have mind. And not all mind think the same, hence we are unique to ourselves and we are what we called an individual because we are not all the same in mind.

So, a soul is what bring us to the preface.

If, we are only a brain and a body, then we are not that different from the dog barking at fluttering leaves in the backyard, or some pig snorting it's grub and swimming in a puddle of mud.

But because we humans, contain, or host an aspect we called as a soul, that is what made us capable of having this inner dialogue. We can reason, and argue, within our mind, with ourselves.

It is the capacity of God. Because we know, that the Bible tells us, when God created man, He breathed into his nostrils, and hence giving him life.

This animation of our physical and biological reaction we called as life, is possible because of a soul.

Which showcase itself even more in the inner quality of self-reasoning.

We learn from our mistakes, unlike an animal that return to their habitual tendencies. That is what a soul is all about.

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Now, because a human, contains a soul. This soul is not god, but it is showing some degree of godly qualities.

We can think, we can reason, we can argue, we can create things, this mind is driven because the soul is soo good that it's able to invent things, conceptualise a theory and establish a train of reasonings to support the theory. 

A soul possessed some trait of godly qualities. We can self-counsel and self-analyse many thing.

Just like the God from Bible discuss with Himself about many things. One example is during the angels visitation to Abraham, where God discussed among Himself wether to hide about Sodom and Gomorrah judgement from Abraham or not.

Even the very beginning of Bible also described about this, when God counsel among Himself and said "Let us create this and that, Let us create man according to Our image. Etc."

Because we are alive from the breathe of God, we possess a spirit, a soul so to say I, which also shows the same qualities that God has because, we are created, in His image.

See what I mean here?

This soul is the culprit of what make us capable of having some sort of 'fore-knowledge'

And not all is the universal truth.

Now, not all believe in Jesus, to be honest and fair with you, yet all people claim they can some sort of producing "foreknowledge"

Even several years back, the world claimed that a certain octopus can give a prediction for the winning team in football league.

It's such a vague and vast territory, too uncharted for Christians, while in truth we are the only one who posses the genuine capacity and qualities for receiving an oracle, since the One True God is within us.

I'm not saying that they are wrong, we are right, nor the opposite.

Nor am I claiming precognition is exclusive to Jesus alone and the rest is false. That may be in some certain degree of cases, but not everything is the same.

So before we fight and you pulled my hair, let's establish a technical terminologies.

First, is an oracle.

Oracle, without trying to be so technical and quoting some sorts of objective perspective.

Let me simplify it as such:

Oracle is message. A person claim to receive something from another realm, which supposedly assumed to be higher plane than ours. And those authors of message gives this message as either a sign, a warning or gifts for the benefit of either themselves or many other humans.

Simple right? I'm not blowing smokes nor pulling rabbit from any hat.

Until that point, let's just accept that for simplicity sake. I'm not making school, once again.

Then, 

Prophecy, is, despite claimed by another religion nowadays, but for justice to it's terminology, I will say it despite the controversy inducing aspect.

Is limited to prophets, and real prophet, only came from Israeli by birth, not by spirit, and no, not even the third biggest religion. So be it, like it or not.

Navi (נָבִיא), is the exclusive coined term only for Jewish community. 

You cannot rip the word navi from Israeli tribes, and hence, a prophet, or prophecy is exclusive from and for Israeli people alone.

Not even that religion arising in 6th century that now wreak havoc everywhere in this modern age. That's just long overdue politics heresy thank you.

A prophecy, came from God, or elohims in some other pagan beliefs. So in the Bible we read sometime a prophet of God argues with prophet of Baal. Baal is an elohim, smaller god that bigger possibilities is a demon pretending to be a god, hence, false god.

Now, they both received their prophecy likewise, but in the end of story, we know which one is the truth, and which is false. 

Despite we do acknowledge that the Bible also sourced out from Jewish scriptures, hence there might be room for subjectivities, but we can set aside the suspicion by cross comparing thousands of years of scripture literatures authoring. Not one person write the whole scriptures unlike that other one. Hence, many authors prone to had conflicted ideas. But, if despite the message is different way and perhaps the approach were different, the point is still the same, the essence is still under one big picture. Hence, supporting it's innerancy, un-error possibilities, and proven the subjective fallacy unproven.

So, let's move onward.

We got prophecy, we cover oracle, now divination.

Despite its name containing divine, and close linking to some sort of divinities.

Divination is not exoteric, it's not something coming from some supreme beings, nope.

Divination, is an art developed based on religious text, or natural phenomenons to built a sort of prediction.

So, to be very honest with you, a divination is only a crude statistical data prediction in its crudest form, which heavily doused with tribal religion beliefs, and forced to be linked with deities for some sort of guarantee.

Why do i say this?

Am I being superlatives and absurd?

I am not.

I do, can honestly claim my expertise in this topic, as I did in fact learn more than one or two discipline in the divinatory art.

I am quite good in Tarot, I know I-Ching, the go to for every taoism divination textbook (I-ching, translate as: the book of change, it's explaining the world changes and heaven interactions with the world, by utilising the baqua, eight cardinal diagrams of heaven and earth, etc. It's a book that will make you nosebleed just to memorize it, and some stomachache to digest it, and multiple migraines for the sake of understanding it).

I also know some pre-religion way of divination, some were human, some inhuman, like the rain summoning divination in ancient Korea, where they put a small child inside a earthen vessel, and sealed the container, consecrated it for the dragon king in the east, etc. And let the poor child died of hunger and suffocation. And used that as base of divination of when the rain will come.

Human sure is scary in many ways.

That's why witchcraft is a sin.

Not to mention, ancient Mesopotamian also did the similar kind of goresome, like the Dagon worship sacrifice.

Dagon is a bull headed elohim worshiped by the Canaanite as their chief deity.

A worship to dagon is usually involves with child sacrifice.

Most dagon statues were made like dagon is standing with either arm crossed or the arms were spreaded forward.

Dagon statue serve as a vurnace and fire will be lit on the lower part, and when the rituals done, the parents will placed their child, alive, on dagon's arm. And watch until their child died by fire.

You think I'm joking? But, I'm sorry that's I'm not. That is how sinful a witchcraft and what a scary thing a paganism is.

Oh no, today's paganism isn't like that anymore. The Hinduism for example, blablablah.

Not technically so.

Do you know what? In Hinduism is one sect of Shiva worshippers, the Bhaivaran. They worship the aspect of Shiva as the destructor of life. And there is one practice that you never will realise that it's still here in this modern age. The Aghori, is a group of Shiva monastic who still practice Bhaivaran theology.

They ate corpse flesh for short.

You can find their iconic unkempt features if you think about the ascetic of India. That nakes old men with white chalky face, and some braided rastafarian style hair.

Tell you what, that is not chalk on their face, it's a leftover cremation ashes, meaning, human bone powder.

The believe by doing that practice, they are keeping themselves close to death, and because destruction of life is death, and by doing that practice, they are getting closer to Shiva by doing such.

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Divination, is fully man-made. That is for sure.

Let's not discuss some scary stories.

The point is, divination is a combination of techniques, statistics, imagery, trance inducing, and spiritualities, and lastly but most important, deductions.

Hence, many divination is rarher vague, and too general.

Hence, today's astrology horoscope you find in some teens magazine, or those chinese zodiacs. Were divination, made with statistics, mnemonics, and deduction.

They are not necessarily occult, but because rhe practicioner often involves some sort or rituals and maybe, substances in producing the divinatory guidance. It's not a good one either.

But you will get very surprised if I tell you even some pastors used this divination technique using predictions and deductions to produce a some sort of divine message.

Why do I say that?

Well, working for 9 years in a stock brokerage has teach me how to predict the economy using macros aspect to predict the flow of world current. That, involved wars middle-east, or even the pandemic to predict the next economic development even to 2027 or even more.

Now, pastors nowadays are modern pastors. They to sometimes invest in stocks and such.

They used the trend in the world, to also build their analysis and this decuction is what they will preach as some divine messages.

That's divination, just be honest with it and be done with it. No need to sell Jesus name cheap to convince your congregation.

I may not be a clergyman fully standing in the world ministry, but at the very least I am not completely ignorant. More than over, divinatory, oracle and this kind of thing is my expertise.

Hence, any smallest hint of movements is fully noticed by me. So I know, really know, like driving in my backyard blindfolded, that is how familiar I was and am with this kind of tricks.

I'm not overly criticizing that divinatory way is completely miss the mark.

You see, even Bible verse quotes as such: dice being thrown and the results is God's sovereign. (Proverbs 16:33). A lot is cast, and it's still God disposed the results.

Even ancient Jews, the priest also had a backup plan if God didn't give any oracle or prophecy. Urim and Tummim, which arguably and speculated to be a sort of two stoned which will answer a yes or no question.

Then, was it occult? It's not really an occult act, since it was written in Leviticus properly, and was directly given as instructions to the priest by God.

It's a deduction based of lot casting sort of way of asking God, during the time of silence, meaning that probably in that age there is no prophet or God choose not to send prophecy to any available prophets.

So you can imagine this make up scenario.

Imagine, if it's about a drought, or perhaps about a siege, but if there is no prophecy came. It is the duty of head-priest to asked before God what His decisions will be.

Imagine this Urim and Tummim, maube this stones shined in a yes or no question, or maybe it was thrown in a sort of lot cast way, and which faced up is the yes or not.

And the priest will asked several questions that deduce the meaning of God.

This above is my full speculations okay, they are built on similar practice back in that time period, they can be fully missed the true practice. So who know for sure.

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Now, let us return to my purpose of bringing this topic.

I'm a Christian, and I lived my life by depending on God for favor and solely depend on His mercy and sovereign wills. I do everything as if it's for God, and in every individual circumstances I prayed to ask God for help, and I raise from my prayers to do something about those circumstances. And if they succeed to a good fruition, I acknowledged them to be the workings of God.

Does that cover all Christian lives on general?

But there is this grey aspect, an unknown territory. Where some time, not always, but we cannot despise them as nonexistent, there is this possibility for a direct intervention, which we believe firmly is God giving mesage, some sorts of signals, to directly lead us to what to choose, where to go, what to do. This so called insight, is divine, it is what they so abused and it is hard to differentiate nowadays.

And this very aspect is what make an honest pastor, blinded so much so, and lead their congregation toward the unknown, far away from God's true aim. That is not Christ exalting situation, yet the pastor believe so much that it is God's hand that is leading him/her. And they are in turn sinned toward God for leading His people astray.

But the person in question will be to quick to anger and not seldom, turn to tackle the person trying to counsel and maybe warn them of this missteps. And then, your typical missuse of governance and some abuse of authority story will get in to play.

I watched it with my eyes, here and there, despite its not involving me. But that, is not an imaginary story. During my seminary years I get to know some story told by the person involved, their victims mostly, and some pastors turned to be a victim because their congregation and elders turned their back from him because of the or that.

That is happening already, and they are not new.

I'm leaving astray for a sec there, I apologize, for getting my nerves took the place there.

In my life as a Christian and my life as a whole, both a born again Christian, and an occult, and an ex-occult practicioner who spend his life in regret with this big mountain of useless rubbish for an occult knowledge Which is so ungodly and not Christ exalting situation.

So hear my plea and my woes.

I experienced first hand in multiple occasions, of what a genuine revelation is, of what a true divine intervention supposed to work like. I too struggle with differentiating the true and the fake oracle, my fair portion. And I too, if I wanted to, can deceive a make-up divination with my expertise of knowledge, if I want. Note that part.

So, a genuine oracle, let's use that word and identify that with the Divine message from God of the Bible a Christian follows, a real Christian. That sort of real divine intervention. Let's identify this with an oracle for this explanation sake.

A true and genuine Oracle, is always according to what God's heart. And God's heart is fully and adequately revealed specifically in the Bible.

In the begining is Word, and Word is together with God, the Word is God, and Word is light of men, Word becomes flesh and took the form of servant.

The Word of God is Jesus. And hence the Bible, is all about Jesus, from Genesis to the last words of the Revelation. It's all about Jesus. It contains and described about Jesus, it glorifies and magnifying Jesus. 

Hence, that unique and exclusive revelation of Jesus, is everything God is going to talk about, in accord to how us, Jesus's followers to lived our lifes. And of course the aim of being a Christian is to get to know Jesus and lived in gratuity and follow His footsteps, like a true disciple supposed to act. Tracing His footsteps and follow in obedience.

And sometimes, intervention came, because Jesus is in fact, still alive, and He lives for eternity, because God is eternal.

Of course He understand and He know what is happening with us, His people.

Of course it is in His sovereign will to choose wether to intervene in something or to wait and slowly guide.

So, number 1.

It must be in accordance to what the Bible about.

It must be glorifying Jesus, it must make Jesus become the center spotlight. Making Him look good, and great. It bring people more closer to Jesus.

That's rule of thumb, and supposedly a no-brainer. No need to think further and argued about. If it exalting Jesus. It's genuine.

God is Love, and in Love, there is no hatred. God is Light, and within Light there is no shadows of doubt.

It is in God's nature to be genuinely pristine and true, and merciful.

So rule number 2.

If it's speaking of a Truth, which is good and kind and centering about Truth for specific. It is genuine.

Mind me so far, it's not about one from the other. But they goes hands in hand. The first one must be fulfilled, then the second, then the next criterias.

Not this only or that only. They all must be fulfilled for saying this kind of intervention is genuine or not.

So don't claim you come with a divine message, an oracle and quoting your Bible verses, and then state: by then let's raise up, gather your weapons and let eradicate this people, let's kill their men, loot their possession, and bring their women as captives.

No, brethren, that's what you found only on that one religion, the third biggest, the one who raises their praises to what the called 'god' one true 'god' five times a day. That is not how a Christian oracle supposedly be.

There are many other aspects and consideration for differentiate a genuine oracle. But I am setting them aside for a subjective oracle. While let's use the last criteria for the third and the last aspect of consideration for the case of General Oracle, or Congregation Revelation.

"The spirit of The Lord is upon me, for He had anointed me, and sent me to preach good tidings unto the poor, that I might bind up the wounded hearts, that I might preach deliverance to the captives, and open the prison them that are bound."

This is the first verse from Isaiah 61, and also the first passage Jesus used to reveal Himself as the Messiah.

It can be said to be a good pattern to dictate the true purposes of Jesus mission. Hence, also a good one for considering wether an Oracle is true or not, is if that in accordance to Jesus missionary task.

To preach the good new to the poor, to heal the wounded hearts, to bring deliverance, and to set us free from our bindings.

This is a very identical to the undoing the force of darkness from human life.

So, if this so called oracle is very much bringing deliverance and against the force of darkness, where it builds the congregation up. It encourages the brokenhearted, it bring a salve for the wounded, bringing a remedy for the ailments of life pain.

It is genuine.

It is easy when you know where to look.

Yet it's also hard because the discerning capacity is only results of Holy Spirit in work. As gifts of discernment is indeed, a fact, gift of the Holy Spirit.

So, if you discerning something to be genuinely from God, it's also serves a double edged purpose by ensuring you that the Holy Spirit is in fact, works within you.

A church congregation is a dynamic and beautiful harmony within its body. One gift is complemented by another, where one builds another, and the other encouraged each other to serve God better, with final aim to glorify Christ in everything, and make new passion grows to pursue more Christlikeness.

An Oracle is given in fact, to build the church. Where each message from Divinity is aimed to build and better equipped the laymen for them to fight sins in their daily lives and to fanned the holy fire within their heart so they will be diligent in their daily lives and personal relationship with God, and sometimes bring up a holy jealousy to one another, "if that person is anointed by God to do this and that, I too, Lord, wanted for You to use me as a blessing for my brethren."

That's is the purpose of a gift of prophecy, the oracle that I am talking all about through this long entry.

So, no, if your pastor say he received an oracle, and say to sell your house so he can buy Lamborghini. That is surely not a real one.

Or if you church members say that one day she receives God's message toward the church, that you all need to eat your spinachs and broccoli, and exercise some more. That may be good for the whole church, but that's not necessarily came from God. Your doctor's pamphlet also state the same intention as their message of us avoiding sugar and life a healthy balanced life.

That is why, wisdom is not a natural occurrence for human, and they don't instantly come with age as a 1+1 bargain deal.

But wisdom come from the fear of the Lord. And fear upon the Lord come hands in hand with obedience to the Bible.

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And if you're still wondering why we are capable of receiving an oracle.

It's is solely because we are believer of Christ.

All human had this innate potential, to crave for divinity, and that thirst is what dictate our life pattern.

That thirst is what people this days try to filled with sex, drugs, alcohols, substances, food, gambling, and sins.

All to no avail since it can only be filled with Jesus.

No religion on earth, no good morality, nor any humanitarian good cause can fill up that void which only Jesus can fills.

And that very part of a human soul, is the one that when we turned back towards God, is finally fixed and establish a connection directly heading to God's heart.

We pray and read our Bible daily because we need to lessen the interference from this channel of direct connection.

Sin, blurred the signal, but obedience bring it back.

That's all, I believe..

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