It's been a while... :D

Dear blog, time passed by without a single new post since the last one on November last year...

Now, I'm back 2 Jakarta, many things happen, the family matter that I had 2 deal with is no longer a problem.

I've decided 2 moved back 2 Jakarta, leaving my family behind @ Pekanbaru, the main purpose is 2 get a job and get steady...

Well, u know, I got a job, in a good company too, well, the payment is lame... But it's alright, I mean, I'm a theologian, A Bachelor of Theology, but I got a job as a stock analyst from a good company, which still a branch company that owned by this country... Nice, isn't it?

Just like other Fresh Graduate, I got accepted with a probation status 4 3 months, and later on they will decide 2 accept me as a permanent employee or not, but still, it's fine 4 me

Let say, several friends of mine asked this question 2 me, "u got a way 2 different educational background with ur job now, is it all rite?" or "Aren't u s'ppose 2 be a theologian, or u know... a 'pastor'? Ermm... I mean, if u decide 2 go to a theological seminary, it means that u got 2 be a pastor, and it means u also planned 2 be so..."

Oh, well, even if I decide not to be a what they call as God's servant(a.k.a. 'pastor' or 'minister', u name it), isn't it my rights to decide about what should I deal with my life, well, u know, we can have our ministry as Christians, though we're not having a 'ministry' at church, God not limited with religion, He still a universal God, and God help everyone without differentiate many human aspect such as: religion, race, colors, etc.


That's why, If somebody dare 2 declare that they're the so called servants of God, and claimed that they do everything for the sake of  the Lord, u know, doing God's work.... But, they pulled away from community, never touch other life aspect, as u can say, marketplace, professional world, how can they become a good example, if they claimed to be the "Salt & Light of the World"

I mean, I have no intention of bad-mouthing about a religion, but... C'mon, nowadays a believer, we got to open up our mind, not just being like 'angel on earth' pretending to be a saint, holy, and many other excuses...


Well, in the end, here I am now, sound and safe, still under God's Grace, and mainly survive because His loving kindness only... Starting a new chapter of my life, start my ministry startin from where I stand, my workin environment, my workplace, May God help me... c.yaa....